twilight

my favorite time of day is twilight.
makes me thoughtful, joyful, moody and melancholy all at the same time.
the light, the colors the shift in time and even the temperature
it is the in between time
makes sense then that i heartily enjoy a sunrise as well- especially while brewing coffee at a diner in the berkshire mountains in winter time.
twilight i do crave though- get all wonky when i don't see it for days in a row

twilight is also is the name of a teen movie out today-it is based on a book about a human and vampire relationship.
i often read teen fiction ( favorites being- stargirl, harry potter and weetzie bat).
i have yet to read this series but it has got me thinking of vampires.
the forbidden, the lost(dead), the need for life, the whole Eros and superstition around them.
they are between and the in between is the shifting and the shifting is what adds to fleeting moment and i think to the sensuality- what is more fleeting than touch.
and what an in between of touch- desire/fear, death/life, pain/pleasure, control/submission.
a boy i was with once was very vampiresque and i learned how sensitive the neck can be and how closely ecstasy and loss of self are intertwined at times. not what i want now not even an experience i would recommend but it has added to my story, shaped me a little and given me a moments thought to this time of day, young love and vampires.